My New Life

wel i am back.. who would hve thouht tht i will be loving the very same person two years ago.. well tht time i am not very bright.. but  now more mature in handdeling things.. people ask "why?'
well idunno dun ask me god dammit..i just love her.. jelousy.. well of coursei am human too.. but she did very well to gain my trust. maybe its hard to change immediately..but i know i cappable of changing her.. well i am aiming he to be my wife.. dun ask why i just want her to be my girl..

the name Ainun Tasnim must be magic for me.. it make me remember who iam to find what i hve lost.. feelings..heart.. it reminds me of the importasnts of life.. people said life is made for to move foward till die.. alone or with ur love.. for me.. well it is to find the right way and obtain hope at first..then past it on somebody else.. help other to find their ways and pass hope to them..

i love u dear..
Ainun Tasnim..

ur loving husband,
 Redzuan Abdullah
(Gray Redan)

I am Back..

It has been so long since i write the story of destiny child.. i dun know what has happen to the story.. but i hope it will publish sooner or late..
how to say it.. it already half a year since the last day i met my friend.. even my best friend from kindergarden has move... 13 years we are in the same class.. never feel the thing like this.. but now.. with sport on my side.. i can work my way up. but still miss the moment that has past.. how to retain it.. i am afraid it is imposible.. the bigger we get the more we tense to forget.. sooner i will be back writing on this blog... insyaallah..

it ends tonight lyrics seeing this songs really reminds me..how it has change..i know it already been almost half a year without a word... it really ends on the day you leave the school.."maybe it best you leave me alone.." dun know wehther you will read this or not... but.. just post it..gud luck for you live..

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part 1 continue..

On their way home,suddenly it rain heavily. 'owh I don't like this' said Hannah, Zoey node as sign she agree with Hanah. 'How come it is rain so sudden' said Zack. 'Guys look over there' said Gen. They all turn and look for whatever Gen see,but what they see is only a old man.'What its only an old man' said Zack.'Look closely fool' said Gen in serious tones. Now they all realise that the cloth of the old man keep changing like a rhythm. The old man walk slowly and suddenly been hit by lightning. What they expect is the old man dead body must be there. How ever nothing left. That time Gen realise something strange.'Hello kids, look like today is not a good day huh' said the old man that suddenly appeared besides them.'What are you' ask Gen suddenly.'Owh just a messenger, I come here to make a delivery from someone' said the old man.' What are the delivery and to whom it supposed to be?'ask Gen.'For the 4 of you,its time to you meet your destiny' said the old man.'You must be joking right' said Zack.'Its up to you whether to believe me or not' said the old man. Then the old man stand and give Gen some kind of card.'What is this?'ask Gen.'If you want to discover the destiny of yourself,go to Mount Tams and summon Panthera. Or if you want the people in this place die you can live your life like usual' said the old man.'Bye for now,and remember make your choice wisely' said the old man. He stomp his cane and disappeared into dust. After the old man gone the situation back to normal,everyone busy doing their work like nothing had happen..